written by: cyn knight
happy thursday-ness bloggywood!
so umm yeah, the change has begun & i just up and decided that i want to start a new blog.
i know, i know… who in their right mind does this?
i will lose readers.
LOTS i am sure.
but, as much as i love, love, LOVE y’all – this is for and about me.
here is the dilly…
i adore this blog – it is here that i lost a tremendous amount of weight & brought fitness into my life. it is here that i really felt like a blogger – i had features, met amazing people on similar (or completely different) journeys, i really incorporated social media, and i learned a lot with this blog.
it is also here that i have documented a life that is no longer mine.
not to mention the demise of that life & how utterly horrid the months following were.
granted i also have the beginning stages of my new life documented – but it’s time to let go and move the fuck on.
i don’t need a reminder to remember how it was/is.
it is also here that i have had tremendous internal battles involving what the scale says – allowing a contraption that has no way of measuring fitness, health, happiness, muscle tone, endurance, strength, perserverance and determination control my emotions and self-worth.
am i saying that the scale is useless? absofuckinglutely not… but i am just ready to leave the focus on weight behind me.
as well as the labels – who cares if i am chunky, fat, skinny, curvy, etc.
i need to be healthy & fit and have all the faith in the world that in attaining such – my *ideal weight* will follow.
AND to be clear – i am in NO WAY saying that anyone who chooses to use a scale/weight/BMI to measure success in their journey is wrong.
that would be hypocritical because i did that for well over a year.
i am just saying that for myself, it is something i feel i have outgrown and am choosing to focus elsewhere!
hell, i will be weighing myself periodically. maybe once a month, maybe not? i would be a lying sack of shit if i said otherwise.
so that is where my head is at in this decision.
the new blog has a domain, a name, and is under construction.
i hope to have it officially underway ASAP and of course will make a whole post dedicated to it when it’s complete.
if ya follow me on twitter ya might get a sneak peek.
on instagram as well…
i have opened my mind and heart to a lot of changes in the past few months… and every single one has been the right choice.
i feel the new blog is right up there with the rest.
happy changes kittens!
i have a job interview tomorrow for a company i would just loveeeee to work for.
i am not sure if i am interviewing for the position i applied for because i was so taken aback by the phone call today which turned into a impromptu phone interview, that i didn’t even ask.
but some happy vibes and MoJo sent my way would be nice.
and can i tell you that skylar cried her eyes out when i told her i had the interview. she is already missing me…
peace, love & margaritas bloggy peeps,
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